đ Chapter Six đ
đ Jamalâs P.o.vđ
Ever since Gianna came home Friday evening,she has been smiling like someone under a spell.
We were having lunch with our mom and Gianna was busy day dreaming.
âEarth to Giannaâ i said and nudged her with mu elbow.
âWhat? Stop bugging me,Jamalâ she said.
âYou have been smiling to yourself for like 20 minutes nowâ
âSo? Canât i smile anymore?â
âEver since you came home that Friday, you have been smiling like an idiotâ
âMom,i swear i will kill Jamalâ
âYou two should stop fightingâ
âWhere did you and Xander go to?â
âWe celebrated the teamâs victory, thatâs all, whatâs your problem?â
âNo,Gigi, itâs really clear what is going onâ My mom said smiling at Gianna.
âWhich is?â I asked.
âGianna is in love with Xanderâ
đ Giannaâs P.o.vđ
âGianna is in love with Xanderâ My mom said and i started coughing.
âMom, thatâs so not true,am not in love with Xanderâ
âThen explain the day dreaming,you giggle alot when he is around,you act so differentlyâ
âMom,he is just my friendâ
âOh,so heâs now your friend,i thought you didnât like the sight of him,so what changed?â Jamal asked.
âWell,i found out that he is a nice personâ I said and Jamal rolled his eyes while my mom giggled.
âGigi, itâs okay if you like him,Xander is such a gentlemanâMy mom said and smiled.
âOkay,am going to my room,byeâ i said and walked away.
I canât believe they think am falling for Xander, Pathetic.
âSo why do you think of him all the time?â My subconscious asked.
âNo,i donât, heâs just my friend, nothing moreâ
âYou smile alot when heâs aroundâ
âStop itâ i said and slapped myself.
âGiannaâ Someone called and it was Xander, thatâs when i realized that i was already in my room facing the window.
âIs something wrong? You were talking to yourself and then you slapped yourselfâ Xander said looking worried.
âAm..am fine,i was just thinking about somethingâ i said.
âOr someoneâ my subconscious added.
âStop itâ i said.
âStop what?â Xander asked confused.
âNothing,am..am okayâ i said and he looked at me weirdly.
âYou are one weird girlâ he said and i rolled my eyes.
I noticed he was holding his guitar.
âYou are about to play your guitar?â I asked.
âYeah but i donât feel like it anymore,how about you come over to my house?â
âTo your house?â
âYeah, donât worry,i wonât eat youâ he said and i chuckled.
âOkay,am on my wayâ
đ Alexanderâs P.o.vđ
For some reason when she said she was coming over,i quickly changed my outfit.
I never been so cautious about what i wear in front of girls because they would still drool over me but Gianna was different, sheâs not other girls,she isnât carried away by looks.
After changing, the door bell rang,i sprayed perfume all over myself then went to answer the door.
âHeyâ I said as i opened the door,i noticed she wasnât wearing her lenses and her hair was brought down,she is so beautiful.
âAlexanderâ She called,i shaked my head.
âUm..come inâ i said nervously.
âThanksâ she said as she walked in,she looked around the living room.
âYour house is so beautifulâ She said smiling.
âThanksâ
We sat down and i couldnât takey eyes off her.
âXander,if you keep staring at me that way,i would be forced to punch you in the faceâ She said and i chuckled.
âAnybody who has eyes and loves beautiful things would stare at you all dayâ i said and she smiled.
đ Giannaâs P.o.vđ
I just had the urge to not wear my lenses and lose my hair down before going to Xanderâs house and thatâs something i have never done.
I would never consider going to a guyâs house but with Xander,i feel so safe.
I would never consider taking off my lenses for someone but for some reason,i did it for Xander.
Alexander McQueen, What are you doing to me?
âLetâs play a video gameâ i said and i heard him chuckle.
âWhy did you laugh?â
âAre you sure you wanna play videogames,can you handle it?â
âDonât forget,i have a twin brother at homeâ
âOkay, letâs playâ
âAnd please donât go easy on me,give me all you haveâ i said and he winked at me.
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â I won..againâ Xander said for the fifth time.
âI wasnât readyâ i said and he laughed.
âThatâs what you said the last four times i beat youâ
âWhateverâ I looked around the room,then my eyes caught the sight of a piano.
âYou know how to play a piano?â I asked as i walked closer.
âYeah,you wanna hear?â He asked as he also walked closer to the Piano.
âOf courseâ
We both sat in front of the piano and he started playing.
He played it so well,the eay his hands moved around the keys.
When he was done,i had no choice but to clap for him.
âIt was so beautifulâ
âThanks, itâs so nice coming from youâ
âCan you play other instruments?â
âThe drums, the trumpet and the flute and the guitar,you already know thatâ
âWow,you are really talented,your parents must be proudâ i said but his expression changed,he became sad.
âDid i say something wrong?â I asked.
No,no,you didnât say anything wrong, itâs just.. itâs nothingâ
âOkayâ
There was an awkward slience.
âWould like to see our pool?â He asked suddenly
âYeah,sureâ
He surprisedly held my hand and led me to the back of this house.
I could feel Sparks as he held my hands.
đ Alexanderâs P.o.vđ
It was like an electricity passed through my hands as i held her hands.
I took her to the pool side.
âItâs niceâ She said as she removed her hands from mine and i suddenly wished she didnât.
âHow about we go for a swim?â I asked.
â Nah,i donât want toâ She said.
âOkay, okay,if you donât want to,i wonât force you but I can do thisâ
I carried her and jumped into the pool.
âI canât swim,i canât swimâShe said as she was struggling with the water.
âF*ckâ i said as i quickly swam towards her.
I held her by the waist.
âAre you alright,am so sorry i didnât know thatâŠ.
I was cut off by her laughing.
âYou are such a scaredy cat,did you really think i didnât know how to swimâ
âYou tricked meâ
âI did and it was hilarious, you should have seen your faceâShe said laughing.
âAm such a scaredy cat?â
âYes,you areâ
âWell,can a scaredy cat do this?â I asked then i suddenly kissed her on the lips.
She was struggling with me but I held her hands, she suddenly bit my lips.
I had to pull away, she was crying.
âHow dare you kiss me? Itâs that why you invited me to your house, you pervertâShe said crying harder.
âGigi,am really sorry, I didnât mean toâŠ
âMean to what? All you guys are perverts taking advantage of girlsâshe said and stepped out of the pool.
She sat on the ground and held on to herself and cried even more.
âDonât do it, please, donât do this to meâ She kept saying repeatedly and shaking so much.
I came out of the pool,i tried to touch her but she screamed so loud.
âDONâT TOUCH ME!!!!â She screamed louder, then she started running away.
âGigi, waitâ i said and ran after her but she already got to her house.
đ Giannaâs P.o.vđ
The memories came back with full force, i had to scream it out.
I had as fast as legs could carry me, I heard him run after him but I got to my house on time.
âGigi,honey, whatâs wrong?â My mom asked as i ran inside.
âYou are soaking wet,what happened in Xanderâs house?â Jamal asked.
âI just want to be alone and no one, absolutely no one should mention Xanderâs name to me againâ i said in tears.
I ran into my room and locked the door,i slide down the door and cried my eyes out.
âDonât do this to meâ i said repeatedly until i fell asleep.
đ Alexanderâs P.o.vđ
I could hear her cry in her room,that kiss must have reminded her of something terrible.
Am so stupid to kiss her,it was just a harmless kiss to me but to her,it brought back bad memories, Memories i donât know of.
I could hear her screaming in her room,i looked through my window but her window was closed.
I could still hearing her crying,i couldnât take it anymore,i climbed out of my window then managed to get into her room.
I saw her on the floor sound asleep ,i carried her to her bed and watched her sleep.
In no time,i fell asleep beside her.
đ Giannaâs P.o.vđ
I woke up feeling so relaxed,i didnât have those nightmares, thatâs so weird.
I turned around on the bed and i saw xander.
âAhhhâ i screamed waking him up.
âWhat the hell are you doing in my room?â I asked him
âYou were crying and sleeping at the same time so i entered your room,took you to the bed to sleepâ
So was it because of him sleeping beside him,that i didnât have those nightmares?
âI donât want to see you anymoreâ I said
âGigi,am sorry i kissed you ,i didnât know you would react that wayâ
âWhy did you kiss me in the first place?â
âIt was just a harmless kissâ
âWell,it wasnât to me,you made me remember everythingâ i said and wiped my tears.
đ Alexanderâs P.o.vđ
She started crying and i felt eager to know what is making her cry so much.
âRemember what?â I asked with curiosity.
âItâs nothing,you need to leave nowâ
âNo,am not leaving till you tell me what is making you cryâ
âAlexander,leaveâ she said calmy but i wasnât ready to leave her.
âMr McQueen,leave my room right tgis instantâ She said and i laughed.
âMr McQueen?, thatâs a funny nameâ
âWhy are you so stubborn?â
âI want to help youâ
âI donât need your helpâ.
âGianna, itâs time you stop acting like your tough and that nothing can hurt you because thatâs a lie, you are human and we all have feelings.
Just tell me whatâs wrongâ
âYou wonât understandâ She said and sat down,i sat beside her.
âTry meâ i said and she sighed.
âI was never a tom boy and i loved showing off my hair and eyes until two years agoâ
âWhat happened two years ago?â
âI was rapedâ
My heart broke into pieces when i heard that.
âOh my goodnessâ
âI went out to a party and on my way back,a guy held me down,beat me till i was weak ,then he raped me and the worse part was that i was still a virgin at that timeâ She said as she started crying,i felt water drop on my palm thatâs when i noticed i was also crying.
âGi.. Gianna,am so sorryâ
âI was taken to the hospital and treated but i was never the same again,i couldnât stop replaying the night in my head.
How he kept grunting as he came in and out of me so roughly,he was enjoying it but i was dying, i started to take drugsâ
I have never heard a more painful story than this.
âI started with Marijuana,that wasnât hard to get, it made me laugh and forget everything bit it didnât last long,once tge effect was off,i would remember and become more sad,so i got introduced to a guy selling cocaine, Cocaine did the work.
I would sniff it all day,i didnât want to be sober,i didnât want to remember anything,Jamal caught me and reported to my mom but i ran away,i bought more cocaine and became as high as the stars, then one day i blacked out.
Next thing i knew i was at the hospital,chained down like an animal,i blacked out because i overdosed,i was forced to go to the rehab, thatâs my storyâ
âGianna,i..
âYou can stay away from me if you wantâ
âI would never leave you, I want to take all this pain awayâ i said and she looked at me and smiled
âWhy are you so concerned about me?â
âBecause i care about you a whole lot,Gianna Floresâ
âYou do?â
âYes,i do, you are special to meâ
âCan i get a hug, please?â She asked and i chuckled.
âOf courseâ
We hugged each other so tight,it was like time stopped and it was just she and I.
Gianna,am ready to take all your pain away,no matter what it takes.
T.B.C