“..He left me… He broke up with me for Becca..” I cried as I droped petals of flowers on my mom’s grave..
“Mom.. I love Jardel. I love him so much. I can’t believe Becca could do this to me.. She took him away from me..” I dropped another flower on her grave.
Tears rolled down my eyes uncontrollable.
“You and dad should do something… My heart is broken.. I can’t sleep. I can’t do anything. I feel so down. Im loosing my job cos I don’t focus anymore.. Help me mom.. bring back Jardel to me. I love him so much..” I said.., and I threw another flower..
“I got to go pick Kiania from school. She’ll be waiting.. Bye mom. Bye dad. I love you both..” I threw the last flower, turned and left..
Out of the grave yard.
I pulled into my creamie..(My car) and zoomed off with tears still rolling down my cheek.
It’s okay… I will tell you my story..
My name is Nana Santos… I was still in college when dad and mom left…
Kiania, was just a year then.
They had a terrible car accident…
I cried for weeks,months and wished they’do come back.. But they couldn’t.. And all I could do is visit their grave all the time and tell them anything I wish to.
I met Jardel at my last year in college. Gosh! The way he approached me… The words he said. Everything about him was just beautiful.
He made me happy… Kiania liked him alot and I fell inlove with him deeply.
He loved me so much..
Till Becca came back from New york months ago..
He said he knew her and Becca said same thing.
Then…. Just few days ago..
[Tears..] I met them at Becca’s house, kissing..
God! At fitst, I thought it was all a dream..
I thought I was dreaming…
But it wasn’t.
They were truely kissing. Lips to lips..
I stood transfixed and watched them as I felt my heart shattering bit by bit..
When they finally saw I was there..
Becca did the most heartbreaking thing.
She gave me a mockery smile and pulled Jardel along into her room, leaving me to stand there and stare..
I felt hot tears run down my cheek..
My legs wobbled, shaking.
I picked up my shoulder bag which had dropped downmy hand when I met my boyfriend and my best friend kissing..
I picked it up, took a brief stare at the entrance to Becca’s room which they went in through.. and then I turned and walked away with so much tears…
When I got into my car and drove off.. I bursted into loud cries.
Kiania kept asking me what’s wrong with me.. Why I’ve been crying..
I couldn’t just tell her..
She’s only five.. Five and knows nothing of heartbreaks.
I saw Jardel text messages, later that night, telling me it’s over between us cos he is inlove with Becca nowand she’s more better than I am..
Cos she was giving him s£x and I was keeping my virginity till I get married.
I told him this and when I did. He showed no sign of anger..
He told me, he accepts whatever I wanna do..
That he loves me alot and respects my decisions..
But he broke my heart.. With my best friend cos she gave me what I can’t..
I cried hard as I drove on…
I need to go to Learners Academy to pick Kiania from school.
People say, spirits could hear, listen and help their families.
And that’s the reason I’do go to my parents grave..
They have to do something…
I can’t help to loose Jardel to Becca… I really Love Jardel.
I love him and really want him to come back to me…
I was crying, and my vision were blur.. I thought I saw someone sitting in the middle of the road.. and… and I was just few drives away from him!
“Jesus Christ!” I yelled out and did my best to stop my car before it hit him.
My car was just inches away from him..
I almost hit him!!
What would a sensible guy be doing, sitting in the middle of a road!
He immediately stood up like he’s suprise and confused and rushed to my car window.
Is he mad?
But he doesn’t look like someone out of his mind.
I drove to a safe spot and stopped.
He followed and began knocking on the window..
I wind down the glass a little..
“What the heck is wrong with you!! Why would you sit in the middle of a road huh? Are you crazy??” I screamed at him with anger.
He pushed his front hair back like a frustrated being and looked upwards and swallowed… I saw it by the wayhis Adams apple stuck out and then went back in just immediately..
He had a golden hair that was barbbed just in a bad boy’s style.