💄The girl in my imagination 💄
Tears streamed down my cheeks as Sonia helped me sit on the bed.
“Sonia…. He’s gone!” Was all I could say as I bit my lip in pain.
“Calm down Steph” She said as I shook my head in disagreement.
“I can’t…” I sighed loudly as I picked up my cell phone.
“What are you doing?” Sonia asked anxiously
“I want to let them know that I had a miscarriage” I said as she quickly snatched the phone from me.
“What the…. Hell no!” She screamed at me as I stared at her in surprise.
“What do you want me to do then?” I said as tears rolled down my cheeks again.
“How can you even think of calling them? Are you ready to lose your Alexander?” She asked as I shook my head.
“I don’t want to… I don’t even think I can bear it but what happened has happened” I said as I moped my face with a handkerchief.
“Wise up girl… Will they find out you had a miscarriage without you telling them or without me telling them?” Sonia said as I scratched my head in confusion.
“What are you insinuating?” I asked
“You can’t let the Smith’s know that you lost the baby” Sonia said as I gasped.
“What? How is that even possible?” I half yelled
“You don’t have to tell them anything… Just do the right thing” Sonia eyed me and I laughed heartily.
“Cheers…” We said and jammed our glasses.
This is the best thing to do.
I laughed excitedly as I picked it up.
I’ll have to be wearing this to have a big tummy.
It’s actually a fake stomach.
After nine months, I will go to the hospital for my son.
I still have you wrapped around my finger Alexander.
I burst into laughter.
I stared directly at his picture.
Tears circulated in my eyes and rolled down gradually.
“Am his wife to be and mother of his unborn baby” those words kept echoing in my ears.
How could he do that to me.
“Amaya… What happened?” I heard Lucy’s voice from behind.
I quickly hid his picture in my gown’s pocket and wiped my tears off immediately.
“it’s nothing” I lied as she sat on a log of wood beside me.
“I know he broke your heart” She said as tears began to rush down my face again.
I tried blinking it back but I couldn’t just do it.
“Lucy…” I called in tears.
“Am listening” She replied
“is love this painful?” I asked anxiously
“Sometimes it is my dear sister” Lucy said
“Have you ever fallen in love?” I asked
“Yes Amaya but it ended up painful as well” Lucy said
“So it’s always painful” I shook my head.
“Not always… If I were you sister I will fight for what is truly mine” Lucy said as I exhaled deeply.
I can’t give up just yet…
Mrs Smith’s Pov:
I prepared a glass of smoothie and headed straight to the sitting room.
“Here you go Steph” I said as I handed the glass to her.
“Thank you so much mother” She smiled
“You are welcome dear… Anything for my grandson” i rejoiced.
I rolled my eyes..
“The wedding plans mom, is Alexander making any efforts on that?” She asked
“Don’t bother your pretty self my dear… I have everything taken care of” I smiled
She smiled broadly as she sipped her drink
If she’s angry with me, then of what use is my miserable life?
I shook my head in sadness.
For the past two weeks, I haven’t even gone to the office.
I quickly picked up a tablet.
I removed 10 pills from the tablet.
Am ending it all today.
I quickly picked up a glass of water and drank from it.
I was about to take the pills when my cell phone rang….